Friday, April 19, 2024

An Ode to Ramah

She's a fictional character, it's true, but I grew to appreciate her very much. 

I love how smart she is. I love her ability to live in harmony with her Jewish faith, but also her love of Jesus and willingness to bend the rules when necessary. She is a great example of a traditional first century Jewish woman and I really loved getting to know her.

I wish she hadn't been taken from us so soon. Yes, I know she isn't/wasn't real, but when I saw her die, my heart broke for Thomas and for all the moments we would miss with them together. Their wedding, their future children, and everything in between- all gone in a tragic moment.

At the same time, I remain curious to see where this tragedy will lead Thomas and the others, and how it will eventually work together for some good. Both in the season, affecting decisions made by the characters, and how it will facilitate healing for people going through similar situations who watch the show.

And while I mourn all the losses God's people have experienced all throughout history, I also have hope, for someday, God will wipe every tear from our eyes and there will be no more sorrow or pain. May that day be soon, and may we hasten the day of His return. 

Monday, March 27, 2023

Get to know me part 3

 Awhile ago I had people ask me some questions. I figured today I would answer these in a blog post. By the way, it is sunny today and I have the tiny sprouts of a garden starting to appear. 

  • How do you stay positive and such a nice person?
Part of this is because I don't like being mean to people and try to avoid conflict in public, part of it is because I am in a relationship with Jesus, and He is teaching me to be kind and loving towards others.
  • A piece of advice you would give to a random person on the street.
No matter the cost, it's better to love than hate. Always be kind, search for the Truth and the one source of Joy. Love is stronger than any weapon. 
  • Why are you so quiet in public but communicate on paper beautifully?
I'm introverted so it's both hard for me to think of something quickly in conversation and uncomfortable to share my thoughts with most people. But on paper, I have time to edit my responses and make them much more concise. 
  • If you could do something you've never done with no judgement from anyone else whatsoever, what would you do?
Probably something slightly silly or out of the box- a side of me that usually only my sisters see, like dancing around the room to music or walking barefoot on the grass or rolling down a soft tundra patch on a mountain or climbing trees or clambering around on the beach or a rock pile.
  • What is the last thing you heard/read/learned that blew your mind?
So I have Becoming Mrs. Lewis by Patti Callahan out from the library right now. In addition to another book I read recently by her, Once Upon a Wardrobe, this book has already made me want to communicate in actuality with C.S. Lewis -Jack. Someday, I dream that will be possible. I don't know if we can have a writing-based conversation in heaven, but that is something I would love. Fun fact, he was born (nearly) 100 years before me to the year, if not the month. But sadly, he died a few years before my dad was born. Nevertheless, he has permeated my childhood- along with other authors.
  • If you could only have one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Why do people always ask questions like this? I was raised vegetarian so there are some foods I have never eaten- but it also gave my mom the freedom to be creative with what we did eat. As such, I have eaten most every vegetable, fruit, nut, legume and grain there is. And also some dairy and chocolate- we aren't complete saints! I have eaten food from so many cultures and backgrounds. So ask me how I am supposed to pick a favorite?! Impossible.
But anyway, if I had to narrow down to one food group or meal- I would either pick pasta, potatoes, or pizza- because any of those can be prepared many ways with many different ingredients. Salad could also be a good option, although perhaps slightly more limited.
I do think variety is the spice of life- and either my taste in food, video media, and books, and maybe a few other things, can reflect that outlook.
  • What was your craziest experience in Alaska?
Where do I begin? 
When I was like 6 or 7, my glasses got lost- and found again. Miracle story.
When I was between 8 and 13, I once slipped off a (slowly-moving) 4-wheeler.
When I was around 14, my dad drove a 4-wheeler out onto thin ice in winter, and we miraculously didn't drown. Also a miracle that my mom and sisters weren't with us.
When we'd moved back to town a few months later, the place we were staying at caught fire after only a week. My sisters and I were sleeping right above where the fire started, but we were woken up just in time. There was a lot of damage, but the insurance allowed them to rebuild the place and make it even safer. Another miracle.
When I was 17, I went camping with two families over a long weekend, and on the way there the 4-wheeler I was riding with a friend who was driving flipped over backward and rolled down the hill. I think angels moved us out of the way, because both of us emerged with hardly a scratch. 
When I was almost 23, I got lost on a mountain and wasn't rescued til early the next morning. I was very cold, hypothermic, but alive. Another miracle.
So yeah I've had some pretty crazy experiences. All I can say is God's got a purpose for my life and He's not finished using me. 
  • What is your view on coffee, cause I like coffee?
Well I don't judge anyone who is in a coffee stage, but I do know that caffeine isn't healthy for the body. I don't drink it myself, never have. Although my aunt says that when I was very young and we were talking on the phone, I stopped suddenly and said "I like coffee" before talking really fast again. I have no idea where I would have got that idea but kids pick up a lot of stuff!

I hope you are all doing well, and please keep praying for my friend Janelle and those with her, and all the friends and families involved.

Sunday, March 26, 2023

Your Will be Done

 On March 1, 2023 a helicopter in the Philippines went missing. Five people were on it. Daniel Lui. Janelle Alder. Kayrun and Nastru Sahibad. Sug Hamja. Daniel Lui is a respected pilot with a family. Janelle is a dear friend who is engaged to a pilot over there- with her brothers all interested in airplanes, how could she not? She is also my high school roommate of two years. The other three are a patient with her husband and sister. 

Janelle is the only one I know, but my prayers are with all of them and their families. Janelle is a talented pianist, loves singing, adventures, doesn't mind rough and tumble- after all, she has four brothers- but still manages to have the gentle hands of a trained nurse. She is a pretty good cook, knows how to crochet and has a gentle and firm hand with children. We had some good times together. 

I don't know what God's plan is in all of this. I can't see where He is leading. All I know that He is good, even if I don't see Janelle again until Jesus comes, His Will be done. 

We must take up the fight for those who are sleeping now and share the gospel in the best way that we can. 

Tuesday, January 5, 2021

Things I'm thankful for in 2020

 I know 2020 was a tough year for everyone. I am not arguing that. I spent nearly the whole year in a tiny town in Alaska and it took much more effort to not feel forgotten. It was kind of lonely, but I was also blessed by friends reaching out and/or visiting. Even though it was a challenging year, I have found things to be thankful for. Below is my list I have created throughout the year.

     January

  • For a new year and a new decade, for new starts.
  • For relaxing and slow-paced days.
  • Thankful for skiing adventures.
  • Thankful for our car.
  • Thankful for my blog.
  • Thankful for old friends.
  • Thankful for movie nights and my family.
  • Thankful for Sabbath, comfort and my dog.
  • Thankful for family taking care of me when I'm sick.
  • Thankful for reflection time in the morning before work.
  • Thankful for time to read.
  • Thankful for friends connecting with me.
  • Thankful for warm showers.
  • Thankful for good meals.
  • Thankful for letters- both reading and writing them.
  • Thankful for my health.
  • Thankful for stars and for books.
  • Thankful for babies to sweeten the world.
  • Thankful for fellowship and my sister.
  • Thankful for beautiful yarn.
  • Thankful for God guiding and providing for me.
  • Thankful to have people in my life who are comfortable to talk to.
February-April

  • Thankful for children, music, books and good food.
  • Thankful for the good feeling I got from complimenting someone and receiving a compliment in return. And for smiling at each other (before masks ;) )
  • Thankful for all the love I have from friends and family and for chocolate and flowers.
  • Thankful for Sabbath and music.
  • Thankful for cuddles and stories when I don't feel so well.
  • Thankful for my Christian heritage and upbringing.
  • Thankful for sunrises that fill my heart with joy.
  • Thankful for getting to see some Alaskan college friends at the Winter Camp meeting in my town. It was nice to have company. Thankful for important messages and for getting to play games (Dutch Blitz club) after so long. (this was right before covid shutdown)
  • Thankful that my sisters had safe travels back from Hawaii, and Peru especially. And for all my other friends who were overseas.

May-August

  • Thankful for stickers and celebrating my sisters' graduations from 8th and 12th grade.
  • Thankful for seeing a friend and hiking and Sabbath.
  • Thankful for my sister's birthday and good food.
  • Thankful for sunshine and new starts.
  • Thankful for finishing a project.
  • Thankful for friends, sun, and good bread.
  • Thankful for beaches and my family.
  • Thankful for creativity that I can share with my friends.
  • Thankful for camping trips and the sunset and flowers.
  • Thankful for the freedom we still have and fireworks at midnight.
  • Thankful for beauty and God's love and not getting lost.
  • Thankful for sun and my income and friends and yellow yarn.
  • Thankful for fellowship and hiking with friends on a sunny Sabbath day.
  • Thankful for my birthday and my friends' and family's love.
  • Thankful for broody gray days.
  • Thankful for dreams and letters and God always guiding and taking care of me.

September-November

  • Thankful for my college classes and growing myself as a person this quarter. And for possible new friends I met this weekend.
  • Thankful for finishing my homework quickly and that it is almost the weekend. Excited to celebrate my mom's birthday also.
  • Thankful for books and Bible study and friends.
  • Thankful that our quarantine is almost over so we can go to church.
  • Thankful for teachers who reach out and encourage you. And classes that are challenging and growing me as a person. And our new Student Missionary.
  • Thankful for stories and sunshine.
  • Thankful for sunshine and music and the Sabbath that is coming.
  • Thankful for sunshine and mist and bonfires.
  • Thankful for good stories.
  • Thankful for my vanishing headache.
  • Thankful for skating in the rain.
  • Thankful for extra time to work on projects.
  • Thankful that I will be able to see my family soon.

December

  • Thankful that I was able to spend time with some friends and family in Alaska (a different area from where I live) and also some family and a friend in Washington. 
  • Thankful that my Wisdom tooth surgery went well.




Saturday, August 29, 2020

Cast all your cares upon Him

 I've had a few songs on my mind this week. They all have the same general theme. 

The first one is 'The Cares Chorus'. "I cast all my cares upon You, I lay all of my burdens upon You, and anytime that I don't know what to do, I lay all of my burdens down at Your feet."

Then my friend Brooke shared a special music she sang called 'Give them all to Jesus'. There are a couple of nice verses, but the chorus I really like. "Give them all, give them all, give them all to Jesus. Shattered dreams, wounded hearts, and broken toys. Give them all, give them all, give them all to Jesus, and He will turn your sorrows into joy. "

Finally, although this one hasn't been stuck in my head as much..."What's your worry, why the big hurry, I've got all the time in the world. So why don't you let go, of what you can't control, let me take it for you."---All the Time in the World by Matt & Josie Minikus. 

I think God is trying to tell me something. And to share it with you all. So if you have cares, burdens, shattered dreams, pain, or not enough time-- just give it to Jesus, He's got you. Hope you have a carefree week!

---Sara